Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Getting Re-Re-focused

After not placing in Miss Washtenaw County last weekend, I feel that it's time for me to get re-focused on what is important. I have been trying to spread myself too thin working on homework, pageant work, studying for midterms, and having a social life. With all of that going on, I barely have time to sleep... literally. So I had myself a 20 minute pity party and then I jumped back on the horse. I am now focusing most of my time on taking notes and finishing homework in class, and working on my interview questions for the pageant.
Speaking of the pageant, Quinn looked gorgeous and said that she had dropped a lot of weight (not like she ever really needed to) so she inspired me to start working out more. I am 2 for 2 on days I have worked out this week. So far so good!
But anyways, I am channeling my time into interview because my interview this past weekend did not do me justice. I kept getting asked serious questions that delved a lot deeper than I thought they would. A lot of them were asking about my platform, which is nice, but they kept asking about it in such a serious tone, that I felt like we were having this sorrow conversation.
The one question that they asked that I really had never thought about was:

How old is your grandfather and how does he feel about you becoming a donor to him?

This one really threw me for a curve ball because I never really thought about it from his perspective. Now that I have thought about this question for a couple of days, I can definitely answer it better than I did last week.

My grandfather is 65 years old and up until about 3 years ago, he was always very healthy. I think after he was diagnosed with kidney failure, he had to rethink his life goals and what they things surrounding him in his life meant to him. I do not exactly know what he thinks about me donating, but I know if I was in his shoes, I would not want my only granddaughter to go through a very risky surgery to donate a kidney to me with the chances of it rejecting. I can assume that these are similar to the thoughts running through his head.

Now why couldn't I have answered it like that last saturday? Ughhh I just get so nervous under pressure, but honestly, who doesn't.

My next pageant is November 10-11... Hopefully that's enough time to get my poop in a group.

XOXO, Emily

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